There was a time when you believed all the cute little lies That made you feel at home. And I remember when you used to be an extrovert. But now you just mutter everything you want to say. And I'm stuck inside. Let's break these chains and watch it crumble away. I'm feeling illl tonight but that's alright with me. It's probably just you breaking in again. How many times do you find yourself wasted, alone with a hole in your chest? I'm telling you, you won't find your happiness in the same place you lost it. And how many times do you find yourself crying alone and your life such a mess? I'm telling you, you won't find your happiness in the same place you left it that day. I'm trying more than ever to numb these plaguing thoughts That I can't shake off. I've spent some time on myself, Trying hard to fix the flaws. And as I sit and reminisce, I recollect the carefree days When I was void of worries. Now all my doubts and fears, they fill my heavy head. They fill my heavy head. How many times do you find yourself wasted, alone with a hole in your chest? I'm telling you, you won't find your happiness in the same place you lost it. And how many times do you find yourself crying alone and your life such a mess? I'm telling you, you won't find your happiness

I feel so guilty for drowning out everyone around me with everything I said to you And that's just it. Nothing is fact. Everything involves perspective, and I'm so sick of it I'm still starving here. I haven't worked enough but for now I'll get by You're still starving too. Only I find You're a little more capable than I, you're a little more capable than I Remember that time when you passed it off as honesty? Well I'm sure you don't but I sure do. How could I forget? It really gets to me how you can't separate your heart and your head I know that's not all, but let's just leave it at that Feel free to hold me up against everything I say to you I swear to you I'm different this time I'm used to being broken. You don't even know how guilty I feel Because I've accumulated too much in my bones Because I've accumulated too much in my bones I won't try to romanticize the aspects of life where we all die inside It's a sad way to live, I admit But like I said before, I'm so sick of it Now's your time to change it, But you're so addicted to the pain you've inflicted on your mind So pray to god and take a stand. The control is in your hands, oh I swear it is Oh I swear it is

I wish that I was known for something more but I was left with nothing It's funny how you never sing about how you hate your friends I know it's not just me so I say stop pretending Forget everything that you ever thought And anything that might have got you caught Wandering again in the thoughts inside your head I can't find out why you said That you're just like me Do you see the good and want it for yourself? It's really not that great. I swear to you it's nothing special Do you know what it's like To be pushed to the point of feeling alone when everyone is by your side Oh can anyone so empathize with me? I wish that I was known for something more but I was left with nothing It's funny how you never sing about how you hate your friends I know it's not just me so I say stop pretending that you love everybody I know it's what I'm supposed to do But I'm too caught up in hating you I don't think you'll ever see the truth Until you finally see yourself the way I see you Why do I get stuck on people like you? (You'll never get inside of my head again) Why do I get stuck on people like you? You never see the best in yourself You only make me see the worst in me

Isn't it strange how a lack of denial meant everything's alright again? I find it a bit hard to believe sometimes but that's just how it goes Around here and in your head at night but I see myself do the same things sometimes And who's that man in your dreams? Because I sure wish it was me It's rare that you ever think of me And maybe I'm in your dreams But you sure hope I'm wrong I'm usually not one to fight But I'd do anything to haunt you at night The way you've done to me for so long Why is it that I can always tell Every time you have something to say? I can see it in your shaking timid face I've fallen further from the tree than I had ever wanted Still standing in the back with this hollow forced out smile Don't wanna stand head down in the dust that you left behind Don't wanna let my fears be the things that I'm defined by So much has changed and I can't believe that I can still hold myself together But I still lay here contemplating the innocence I had six months ago And if I leave this world today, will you be by my bed tomorrow? When it's all hung out to dry, will you be by my side? I've fallen further from the tree than I had ever wanted Still standing in the back with this hollow forced out smile Don't wanna stand head down in the dust that you left behind Don't wanna let my fears be the things that I'm defined by And I guess that if luck's not on my side, then you can come and you can stay the night We can talk it over but I know by now that you'll bring me down much further And I guess that if luck's not on my side, then you can come and you can stay the night We can talk it over but I know by now that you'll bring me down again